Skip to main content

Time stood still

2 a.m. and sleep is a struggle,
Outside it starts to drizzle,
The supple bed's not been helpful,
Nor the soft music, not at all.

What occurred in the afternoon between 5 and 6 p.m.,
Seems like a fateful dream,
Mind keeps repeating,
The scene that's happening.

At the park in my usual afternoon rest,
You come and sit to me next,
We just sit there not saying anything,
Could have said something, but nothing.

We watch the sun sets together,
Delighting its beauty and wonder,
Catching some breath that’s hard,
Thinking had destiny dealt its card.

After seems like a decade passed,
You stand and leave fast,
Feeling awed, never bad,
Thinking, t’was the best conversation I ever had.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Cats and dogs

Cats and dogs outside, Lil ants and rats inside; I lay here hugging my pillow tight, As I think of you tonight. Can this rain course my thoughts to you, And make you think of me too. These cats and dogs will be over soon, And these thoughts of you will just be written in the moon.

In space...

Wish I could put these thoughts in rhymes and riddles. But metamorphic words seem to dissipate in space as well. Can I lose in space with you? Even in just a minute?  Though a second wouldn't hurt. I think a second in space is like a lifetime equivalent with you. And I wonder how it would feel then.  How it's gonna be... You… me… Now I’m lost.

If I look back, I am lost.

"If I look back, I am lost" ~Daenerys Targaryen, A Song of Fire and Ice. Really, it absolutely tells my state of being right now. Looking back, I remembered how well he made me feel being loved. We were so cool. Love's been undemanding. We were so supportive of each other. We were happy. I was the greatest match ever for him. And then something suddenly happened. He said he would try to prove he can live without me. Of course, he can! But what's a relationship for if you'd have a mindset like that. I can live without him too, but why would I. I chose to be with him. But for him, he CHOSE to go on without me. He did not stick through the end. He... :( Love has been lost. Love faded and died. He fell out of it. It is said that, "Love does not die easily. It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all life's hazards, save one: neglect". Have I been neglected? Or have I neglected him?  Have I neglected US?  If I look back, I am lost. ...